I don’t feel like I can tell anyone because I’m too scared of being judged, but I feel like writing everything down here will help me get things off my chest in a way noone close to me will see. I don’t expect anyone to read this but if you do that’s cool and feel free to comment.

I guess if you’re going to read my blog you probably need to know a bit about my life up to now so here goes, a bit of a ramble.

Ok, I went to school where I had pretty awesome friends before I went to college and they went off somewhere else then I made awesome new friends in college. I did Psychology, Geography and Law (dropped Computing after AS). I was kinda bullied in school for a while and got to college and everything changed. Well most things did, some people still hated me for no reason and just like tried to fuck me up, but I didn’t let them bring me down.

Spent like the whole summer working in a cafe the came to uni.

First year of uni was pretty easy, sailed through without doing much work, although I most definitely didn’t get the grades that I was capable of, or wanted for that matter. I lived in halls with 7 other people last year, we were always up to mischief. I’ve now moved in with 2 of my flatmates from last year and we have a little house close to town. I have 2 proper best friend’s here, one who I met on my first day here, Andy, and one who I met through yougo (social networking site for people going to uni so they can meet people before), Michael. Andy always used to come round at like 3am and we’d talk for hours about like everything. I’ve helped him with so much and he may not know it but he’s helped me too . Michael was always there for me last year, we also talked about everything and I’ve been through more with him than anyone else. He had probably the worst time last year but we got through it.

Over the holidays, like all 3 months of them, I got much better friends with a group of my college friends, we ended up going out every night, went on little trips, had BBQs. It was such good fun.

Summer ended and I moved back to uni into my house with Paula and Hannah.

I think that’s background enough, I’ll probably ramble on in other blogs about things I’ve missed out. More blogs and updates to come, I’m tired of writing tonight x